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Suicide Zen Forgiveness

Lost my dear friend, when I was 16. Andrea, took her own life which became the best/worst Gift that has kept me breathing... through some pretty dark stuff.

Suicide survivors, those adjacent, awareness, prevention, the hidden stories, the mental health challenges, depression, anxiety and more. here we bring them all into the light of day. Cheering for the Survivor and Thriver stories that uplift, give hope, get you or someone like you to make your choice.

#ChooseLife #KeepBreathing

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